Nothing To Lose

Need more friends with wings,
All the angels I know put concrete in my veins
I'd always walk home alone,
So I became lifeless just like my telephone

There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change

Never played truth or dare,
I'd have to check my mirror to see if I'm still here
My parents had no clue,
That I ate all my lunches alone in the bathroom

There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change

There's nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There's nothing to gain
And I can't fight the pain

Teacher said it's just a phase,
When I grow up, my children will probably do the same
Kids just love to tease,
Who'd know it put me underground at age 17

There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change

There's nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There's nothing to gain
And I can't fight the pain
There's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
But the days don't seem to change
Ther's nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There's nothing to gain
And I just died today

River Below

Rejected...since day one
My name is...bastard son
I've been damned...so many times I've lost count
Blue collar...working man
Devises...masterplan
Bi-polar...with a mental side arm

I'm sick and I'm twisted, I'm broken you can't fix it, don't make me
cause I'll do it, red button and we'll all go...

Into the river below...running from the inferno...
You'll think I'm insane but you'll all know my name
Into the river below...running from the inferno...
I'll take all the blame, the front page and the fame

Contraption...made up of
Nuts and bolts...creates the
New monster...to burn your family tree down
Tick-tocking...times up now
Split second...the world frowns
Lonely heart...never had nobody

I'm sick and I'm twisted, I'm broken you can't fix it, don't make me
cause I'll do it, red button and we'll all go...

Into the river below...running from the inferno...
You'll think I'm insane but you'll all know my name
Into the river below...running from the inferno...
I'll take all the blame, the front page and the fame

Try Honesty